Mana Burn

I know, we just got here
this night's just started
but already I'm pumped with music and beer
this high tension starts to kill me
I wanted too much, too fast, too soon

my stanima shrinks to none
my inner demons now ressurected
by booze and disbelief
emotionally disarmed I collapse
ruining this evening for the both of us

thanks for guiding me outside
but this night is so dark and unforgiving
I'm merely here
weakened, tumbling, senseless
your words are but drivel to me

with no one but me to blame
with heaven once in reach
an icarus-like downfall
this night it will destroy me
this time it will destroy me